HAPPY

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1. Dear God, please, hear me out
2. I know it's been a couple years
3. Since I've reached out and said hello
4. I bet You're wondering
5. Why I keep
6. Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
7. When I should be
8. Living life and soaking up the memories
9. I know I've been selfish, I have
10. No excuse to give you, it's true
11. Hanging by a thread's how I live
12. I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
13. Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
14. Go up in flames, acting like I don't
15. Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
16. That that's the furthest thing from how I
17. Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
18. To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
19. The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
20. Who I'd be if I was happy
21. Yeah, been this way so long
22. It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
23. I got some issues that I won't address
24. I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
25. I got some demons I should put to rest
26. I got some traumas that I can't forget
27. I got some phone calls I been avoiding
28. Some family members I don't really connect with
29. Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
30. Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
31. Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
32. Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
33. I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
34. And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
35. Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
36. Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
37. Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
38. Go up in flames acting, like I don't
39. Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
40. That that's the furthest thing from how I
41. Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
42. To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
43. The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
44. Who I'd be if I was happy
45. Don't know what's around the bend
46. Don't know what my future is
47. But I can't keep on living in
48. Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
49. Go up in flames acting, like I don't
50. Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
51. That that's the furthest thing from how I
52. Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
53. To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
54. The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
55. Who I'd be if I was happy
56. If I was happy
57. If I was happy