Leaving Heaven

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1. Yeah (I knew this day was coming)
2. Sometimes, you gotta come back down (it's all going to hell now, man)
3. Stoop to someone's level (yeah)
4. Five dozen, flies buzzin' over your head
5. Call me the Grim Reaper, sleep is my cousin
6. You dead to me now and I'ma be the last face you see
7. 'Fore you die cussin' (yep)
8. My eye a tiger's and I'm a survivor so I will rise up and (what?)
9. Be triumphant 'cause when I'm looking at my legacy (leg, I see)
10. Bunch of dogs tryna dry hump it
11. Like Triumph The Puppet, so I'm like, "Fuck it"
12. Pile the carnage up 'til its so high, it's touching the sky
13. Let 'em all line up and attack
14. Single filing up in the stack
15. Call 'em toy soldiers (yeah)
16. 'Cause they just wind up on their backs
17. Now the sky's nothing but black
18. But I am not coming back, I done told ya
19. I told the woke me to go to sleep
20. But still, they keep on provoking me
21. They're hoping to see me completely broken emotionally
22. But how in the fuck am I not supposed to be woke
23. When these fuckers just keep poking me? Now
24. I'm leaving Heaven
25. I'm leaving Heaven
26. Angels won't find me
27. Where I am going
28. I've been down, kicked
29. Like around six thousand times since I was a kid
30. As a child, picked on, clowned
31. Countless times I've been outed
32. Gotta remind myself of it every now and then (yeah)
33. So the route I went's self-empowerment
34. In a hole, taught myself how to get out of it
35. And balance it with talents, wit
36. 'Cause life is like a penny (life is like a penny)
37. 'Cause it's only one percent
38. Who overcome the shit they've underwent
39. I went AWOL like what my back was up against
40. Don't tell me 'bout struggle, bitch, I lived it
41. I was five or six the first time I got my hind end kicked
42. Malcolm, Isaac, and Boogie jumped me and took my tricycle
43. And I don't know if I would call that white privilege, yeah
44. But I get it, how it feels to be judged by pigment
45. Besides getting it from both sides of the tracks
46. But I swore I'd get them back
47. Even if it meant selling my soul to get revenge and (what?)
48. Thought of a scheme and it got me to thinking
49. If I can believe in myself, I could prolly achieve it
50. That's part of the reason I do all my talking with ink
51. And as long as I'm breathing I vow to smother and beat them
52. A God but a heart of a demon, go at 'em and I'ma get even
53. Like I'm in the Garden of Eden, I'm 'bout to go off of the deep end
54. This evil is calling, I'm already seething and
55. I'm leaving Heaven
56. I'm leaving Heaven
57. Angels won't find me
58. Where I am going
59. Okay, so while Macklemore was keeping his room nice and neat (yeah)
60. I was getting my ass beat twice a week (what?)
61. Looking for a place for the night where I could sleep
62. Flippin' sofa cushions over just tryin' to see
63. If I could find some change and scrape up for a bite to eat
64. If Denaun and me find a couple dimes a piece
65. Twenty five cents each'd get us a bag of chips
66. We'd be glad to get that even we if we had to split
67. We'd do backward flips, looking back at it
68. I think that would fit with the definition of not having shit
69. Couple that with the fact my mother was batshit
70. Pop was a sack of shit, yeah, he died, but I gave half a shit
71. Yeah, which brings me back to the dear old dad that I zero had
72. Since a year-old, forty-seven year-old scab
73. Just to hear them words, ear piercing
74. Like my earlobe stabbed with a needle for an earring
75. Should I feel upset? You were dead to me 'fore you died
76. Me? Tear no shed
77. Should I have made a mural at your funeral?
78. Had your coffin draped with a hero's flag?
79. Where the fuck you were at
80. When De'Angelo done hurt me real bad at the Rio Grande?
81. Never met your grandkids, fucking coward
82. Only gut you had was from your stomach fat
83. I couldn't see your ass goin' to Heaven
84. So I'm asking for a pass to go to Hell
85. So I can whip your fucking ass
86. I hate that I'll never get to say "I hate you" to your face
87. No coming back from where I'm going
88. Sky is dark, my soul is black, hand on the shovel
89. Dig with the blade up, and then I step on the metal
90. Vendetta to settle, tell the Devil
91. I'm leaving Heaven (yeah)
92. I'm leaving Heaven (you know, I should dig your motherfucking ass up)
93. Angels won't find me (just to spit in your fucking face)
94. Where I am going (holding my baby pictures up like you're proud of me)
95. I'm leaving heaven (fuck you, bitch)
96. I'm leaving heaven (you know what? Maybe if I had had you)
97. Angels won't find me (I wouldn't have went through half the shit I went through, so I blame you)
98. Where I am going (or maybe I should say, "Thank you")
99. ('Cause I wouldn't have been me)
100. So you better, you better run (yeah)
101. You better, you better run (so I'ma let it go now, rest in peace)
102. You better, you better run (cocksucker)
103. You better, you better run (see you in Hell)