Trauma

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1. Growin' up I never had a lot of money
2. I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
3. Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
4. I was ten back then
5. I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
6. I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
7. And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
8. Even if it was an accident
9. Maybe it's not what I want
10. Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
11. But I'll be damned if I don't stop
12. And honestly, why not when nobody gives a fuck?
13. But sometimes I just can't help myself
14. I want to give up trying and start doing something else
15. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
16. I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
17. 'Cause sometimes I just can't help myself
18. I was an outcast
19. Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
20. Too shy to talk about home
21. I always thought life was supposed to be cold
22. Oh, I've been so lost without hope
23. I got a window in my head, it's a casket
24. You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it
25. Maybe it's not what I want
26. Oh I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
27. But I'll be damned if I don't stop
28. And honestly why not when nobody gives a fuck?
29. But sometimes I just can't help myself
30. I want to give up trying and start doing something else
31. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
32. I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
33. Because it's all I know
34. My hand's around my throat
35. Pray that I won't let go this time around
36. But every single time I try to shut my eyes
37. I see the reason why I'm not alone
38. But sometimes I just can't
39. But sometimes I just can't help myself
40. I want to give up trying and start doing something else
41. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
42. I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help
43. Sometimes I just can't help myself